Dawning of a New Day

I have been dealing with heart issues this past year. Many of which no one knows about as I haven't told anyone including my closest friends. I don't think anyone understood why I didn't share this, but, for those that really need to know. For those that know me you know I had someone I had known for years die from cancer. During her time of appointments and treatments I was by her side. I watched other people look at her and the many others I met that were terminal with looks of sympathy and sadness. No matter how severe things got I didnt want people looking at me that way. No matter how many times I said it everyone did....and I do mean everyone even though you may not think you did. You did.

Anywho...I was finally, after a final procedure, given a full clean bill of health over a year and a half later. A huge weight lifted from my shoulders. I wake up wanting to get up and face the day. Most of the time I really didn't care since they couldn't figure out what was wrong. Now I get up and get moving without the help of caffeine. I have motivation and reason to get going. Not that I didnt have it before, I did. It didnt matter as much to me at that point. Call it depression, self pity, and partially the limitations that were set by my health. I was frustrated I couldn't do all the things I wanted to do. Now I do the things I want to do when I want to do them. Mr. Frogman and I get out and about and stay busy constantly. He sometimes has to ask me if we can stay home for an evening as we get out and about walking or to the park or doing something together.

The Dawning of a New Day has arrived. If you call or email and we don't respond we are out probably trying to catch frogs in a neighboring pond, fishing in a nearby creek, rollerblading on a nearby trail, or just raindancing in the gentle spring rains in our area. Who knows what's next on our agenda?! It's a wait and see time....so right now we will get out there and see what life has in store for us next!

Have a great day!