Monday, June 05, 2006

It's Monday Again....

It's Monday again and the same things are happening. Time to get up, get ready for work, wake up the little guy (ok so he stands almost as tall as me at age 11 and he's not so little, but he will always be my little guy), make breakfast, start a load of laundry, pack my lunch for the day, and leave. Not that I dislike the routine, it's this time of year when I am ready for my next vacation. Which for me is less than a month away.

I woke up this morning very elated and happy yet very defeated.

I am conceding. I am giving in today to what I can't control. Me being the control freak that I am, and yes I can admit it, I am giving up those things I will not allow to frustrate me since I have no further control over them. Amazing how I let things do that. Even things that I do have control over for a day I am going to give them up. I need a day with no stress and no worries. Is there a day like that? Have to wait and see. I am sure sometime today I will bounce back into being my controllling self :) But I will give it an hour or so and see how things go.

HAPPY MONDAY!!

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