Finally!! Feeling so much better....

Finally things are getting better. This is the first day I have felt like myself in a while. I am finally on the good and more so healthy side of things. Now that my health has turned around its time for some positive changes.

With some changes happening....

I am trying to buy a house. It's been a challenge with one road block after another.

I have to make some big decisions soon. with the landlord putting our house on the market again. He must have it pretty reasonably priced. There have been a lot of people walking through. It's only a matter of time where it doesn't sell or someone buys. For the landlords sake I hope someone buys. So Kirby and Monkey Dude Jr can stay in the same school I hope it doesn't sell.

Now is the time to get into my own home. Now is the time to do what I can as a single parent. Now is the time for a lot of things. I find I continue asking myself, is now truly the time?

Its a big step and its a wait and see thing. I am not afraid of buying a home...Only afraid of the uncertainty it holds for the future.

I am in a good job with a good boss and as long as I continue to work hard, a good future. Some things work out and work out for the best....

But then in the past 2 years that hasn't always been the case.

Do I take the chance and move forward? Or do I wait...Like I have done for so long. My life up to this point has been about waiting. But what I am waiting for I don't know.

Too many thoughts right now.

I came across some paperwork of a conversation I had with a friend of mine in the past. It's truly a shame I didn't see how good a friend he is until now. I doubted some of his choices and actions and after going back and now seeing.... I shouldn't have....I should have been thankful then like I am now of his friendship.

By the way friend....When you read this you will know who you are....Its a matter of time before my FE breaks down and I will need help from you and your TB to tow me home. Hope your still willing and able. I don't think this is too cryptic since you told me how much you truly loved your TB. Hopefully you still love it and it works for you. :) Thanks Intimidator for being a good friend!

I think Kasey has had one -- one too many glasses of wine...and its time for her to sleep....

Have a good night all!!

Until next time......

~Kasey~